It seems like we are in some twisted time warp or twilight zone. It was a veritable lifetime ago since July when we first started down this path of Roger's battle with cancer. We were talking with friends over the weekend and comparing how long it felt since we were last together. They thought it felt like just yesterday, we thought it felt like it had been a million years ago....It was only the beginning of December.

No new updates today. Pretty much status quo on our end. Wishing the outside world was sunny and warm as I think it would be good for Roger's disposition (and mine). Gosh, can you remember this summer/fall when it was daylight until 8:30 or 9pm and balmy enough to sit outside well into the evening? Doesn't that sound just dreamy right now especially with the exceptionally dreary, cold, wet weather? Due to the cold weather, Roger is doing his laps in the house for now - the cold seems to go straight to his bones.

I'm going to start weeding through the various medical bills, insurance statements, etc. I pretty much put that stuff on hold for the last several weeks. Its time to start up again. I've decided that I'm going to try to make this a game. Try to have fun with it...so to speak (so I OBVIOUSLY do NOT know how to have fun anymore!). My game: try to predict the totals for each treatment, then compare the actuals. Its all really pretty fascinating if you can get beyond the initial sticker shock!

TV leaves a LOT to be desired as you can imagine. We surf all the chanels in hopes of finding something of interest to both of us. As an alternate to TV, I'm able to read or work on the computer. Unfortunately Roger can't keep enough focus to read or to watch any movies that are too "involved". So he watches a lot of short programs or sports/racing related shows which fit his attention span.

Looking forward to each new day with new energy and new focus for Roger. ~ Angie